Could you please give me baby, God

these days , whenever i am thinking about you, i have this unrealistic hope that may be you are coming soon

But i know its just the emotional rection of my last failure

How can you come when i have a messy period

But i am looking at the baby the site gave me in order to be happy for some while

Its a lonely journey. i know and i should keep going. hanging in there, and let myself in these day